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  “Come here,” he said, reaching for me.

  “Not yet.”

  “I want you.” His hands brushed my upper arm.

  “Wait.”

  I dropped lower on the bed and licked his knee. Picked it up and kissed the underside.

  “Now you’re just being cruel,” he said.

  “Mmm,” I said, concentrating on memorizing the muscular curve of his calf. I ran my hands down his leg and lifted his foot. I was after the spot right under his anklebone. I found it and kissed the soft skin there.

  He sighed.

  “What?” I asked.

  “I don’t think anyone’s ever kissed me there before.”

  I kissed the spot again, running my tongue over it. “How very negligent.”

  I paid the same amount of attention to his other leg and ankle, finally working my way back up his body. Somehow, enjoying him had heightened my arousal. He sat up, and when he brushed the tips of my nipples with his thumbs, I very nearly came on the spot.

  He watched my response with a sly grin. “Eager?” He lowered his head and sucked a nipple into his mouth.

  I tightened my grip on his hair. “Oh, God, yes.”

  “Too damn bad,” he said, switching to the other side.

  He lowered me to the bed, his mouth never leaving my skin. I was under him, and his touch was soft and light, his mouth and lips skimming the valley between my breasts, tongue flicking out occasionally to tease me.

  When he made it to my belly, I let out a moan. He moved lower and licked the skin right above my clit. Then he blew a soft stream of warm air across the wetness, laughing softly at my muttered curse.

  I tugged at his shoulders, wanting him to cover me, wanting to feel his weight on me. He didn’t make me wait, but crawled up, gently spreading my legs with his knees. I wrapped my arms around him and he dropped his head to my neck.

  He entered me slowly, letting me feel every inch of him. Or perhaps feeling every inch of me. When he was fully seated inside me, I slid my hands to his backside. His hips flexed just a bit, in preparation for his thrust.

  “Wait,” I said, stilling him with my hands.

  “Fuck,” he grunted in my ear. “Why?”

  “I want to feel you for a minute,” I said, enjoying the slight stretch of having him so deep inside.

  He mumbled something under his breath, but held still.

  Soon it became too much—having him so close but not giving in to the urge to move and find relief. His breathing grew ragged; his body tense.

  “Okay,” I said, when I couldn’t bear it anymore. I moved my hands up to his shoulders.

  “Thank God.”

  He pulled out almost all the way and thrust back inside me with a long, slow stroke. We moved in unison—my legs came around his waist and I lifted myself to him with each thrust. Even then, our joining was unhurried. Neither one of us wanted to rush; instead we took our time, enjoying the way we fit together, the way we moved with and against each other.

  My release slowly built, starting as a low ache deep in my belly and spreading lower. He must have felt the same, because he picked up his pace and entered me deeper. Harder.

  I tried to hold on to the feeling, wanting to draw it out, make it last longer, but I couldn’t. I tightened once around him and allowed my climax to overtake me. He followed shortly after, coming inside me with a soft groan.

  For several long minutes, we were still. Then he lifted his head and kissed me, long and deep. I rolled us so I lay on his chest, his arms wrapped around me.

  I wanted to stay awake, to lie in bed and talk about nothing and everything. But the emotions of the day had taken their toll, and I felt my eyes grow heavier with each second that passed.

  I didn’t realize I’d spoken out loud until I felt his chest vibrate under me with laugher.

  “Go on to sleep,” he whispered, stroking my hair. “There’ll be plenty of time later.”

  Chapter Eight

  —NATHANIEL—

  Taped moving boxes lay scattered around the apartment when I met Abby for dinner at her place on Wednesday night.

  “Someone’s been busy,” I said. We sat at the kitchen table, enjoying grilled chicken and corn.

  “Jackson has a moving van coming this weekend to pick up most of Felicia’s stuff. She had a few extra boxes.”

  “Will you be lonely after she leaves?”

  Her eyes danced as her fork stopped its upward path. “I don’t plan on spending a lot of time here after the wedding.”

  My breath caught. I knew she wanted to live with me. Knew it was more than just a matter of convenience, but to hear her say it . . . It got me every time.

  “Is she upset you won’t be here to help move this weekend?”

  “No,” she said. “She knows better than to try and dictate our weekends.”

  Our weekends.

  “That’s good,” I said, teasing her slightly. “I’m the only one allowed to dictate our weekends.”

  “She’s so much better,” she said. “More supportive this time.”

  “I’m glad. I’d hate to think she was harassing you about us.”

  “Don’t get me wrong. I wouldn’t say she’s understanding, but she’s accepting.” She pushed her corn around her plate. “She even said the diamonds in my collar would go well with the dress.”

  The diamonds and the dress?

  “Why would she say that?” I asked.

  She stopped pushing the corn and looked at me. “It’s a weekend.”

  “What is?”

  “Their wedding day, Nathaniel,” she said, as if what she was talking about made complete sense.

  “I know that. I’m just trying to decide what . . .” I started, and then it hit me. “She thought you’d wear the collar to the wedding?”

  Her eyebrows crinkled. “Won’t I?”

  Fucking hell. I’d done it again. Assumed she knew.

  “I didn’t plan to have you wear the collar next weekend,” I said.

  “You didn’t?” she asked. “Why?”

  We should have had this conversation weeks ago, maybe even when we first discussed how often she would be collared.

  “Do you remember why I didn’t want you to wear the collar all week in the first place?”

  She nodded. “You said it put me in a certain mind frame.”

  I reached across the table and took her hand. “And now that you’ve worn it for a weekend and removed it on a Sunday afternoon, would you agree with me?”

  I could practically see her mind work as she thought. I imagined her replaying Sunday night—the almost slip at Jackson and Felicia’s.

  “Yes,” she said.

  “And do you think I’d want you in that mind frame at your best friend’s wedding? When you’re the maid of honor?”

  “Oh,” she said simply.

  “Conversely,” I said. “Do you think I want to be in the mind frame I’m in when you wear my collar? When my cousin is getting married and I’m the best man?”

  “Oh,” she said, as the reality of both sides hit her.

  “I should have brought this up sooner.” I shook my head. “It just never occurred to me you might think you’d wear it.”

  “So it’s like a weekend off?”

  “It’s a give-and-take relationship.” I stroked her knuckles with my thumb. “We make it work for us. Rearrange it as needed.”

  A sly smile covered her face. “There goes my fantasy of you spanking me with a coat hanger in the closet.”

  I blinked.

  Twice.

  “You had a fantasy of me spanking you with a coat hanger?” I asked.

  She nodded, clearly enjoying her upper hand. “And going down on you at the reception.”

  “You know, it’s not just kinky people who enjoy closet time at wedding receptions.”

  “Or engage in a little under-the-table action?” she asked with a wicked gleam in her eyes.

  “You are so, so evil.”

  Sh
e slipped her hand out of mine and coolly took a sip of white wine. “So I’ve been led to believe.”

  “Whatever will I do with you?”

  She lifted the damn wineglass to her lips and took another sip. I couldn’t look away. “I’m sure I have no idea,” she said.

  “On the contrary,” I said, watching her lips and imagining them wrapped around my cock. “I’m sure you have several.”

  “Maybe.”

  “Perhaps we should discuss these ideas of yours?” I nodded toward her bedroom. “In a more . . . comfortable location?”

  “Perhaps.” She slowly stood up. “But clear the table first. I hate leaving dishes in the sink overnight.”

  I took both our plates and walked toward the kitchen. Before leaving the room, I looked over my shoulder. “And, Abby? Just so there’s no misunderstanding, if it were anyone else’s wedding?”

  She stopped, halfway to her bedroom.

  “The collar would be on,” I finished.

  She met me at the airport on Friday afternoon at five thirty. I waited for her outside the jet.

  “How was your day?” I asked, kissing her cheek and taking her hand.

  “Long.”

  Yes, my lovely. I know exactly what you mean. Her collar was waiting inside. I planned to collar her after we reached a comfortable cruising altitude.

  Once we were seated and on our way, I turned to her. “I want to talk for a few minutes before we do anything else.”

  “Is everything okay?”

  “Of course,” I said. “I just wanted to set expectations before I collared you.”

  “Give me an opportunity to voice any concerns?”

  I couldn’t help but smile. “You’re a fast learner.”

  “I try.”

  I knew she did and I wanted to help her in any way possible.

  “I want you to feel comfortable this weekend,” I said. “I want you to feel free to talk with Paul and Christine. I want you to feel free to talk to me.”

  “Really?”

  I nodded. “Look at Paul and Christine’s house as one big library or kitchen table. You are still to address me as ‘Sir’ or ‘Master’ since there’s nothing to keep from Paul or Christine. There will be additional expectations for his playroom, but we can go over those tomorrow. Okay so far?”

  “Yes.”

  “If I decide to make changes, I’ll let you know.”

  “I’m not sure I understand.”

  I was glad she questioned me. I’d intentionally made the statement vague, simply to see if she’d ask for clarification.

  “If I decide library time is over, that I don’t want you acting freely for whatever reason—that I want to play—I’ll let you know.” I watched her face for understanding. “Is that more clear?”

  “If you decide you want to spank me with a coat hanger?”

  “Yes.” I laughed. “If I decide I want to spank you with a coat hanger.”

  “Got it.”

  I glanced down at my watch and then looked out the window. We were flying smoothly and our ascent had leveled off. I unbuckled my seat belt and stood.

  Her collar rested on the table near my wet bar. I lifted it from the box. Her eyes followed my every move.

  I held it out. “Come here, Abigail,” I said. “And show me how much you want to wear my collar.”

  Paul and Christine lived in a modest two-story house. As I pulled into their driveway, I thought back, trying to remember how long it had been since I’d last visited them—two years maybe?

  I looked out the corner of my eye to Abigail. She sat rigid and unmoving beside me. She’d been that way since leaving the car rental agency.

  “Relax,” I said, stroking her knee. “They’re two normal people who happen to enjoy the same interests we do. I promise there is nothing to be scared of.”

  She nodded and took a deep breath, but didn’t talk.

  “Remember what I told you on the jet,” I said. “I want you to feel comfortable speaking this weekend, not only to me, but to them as well.”

  “I’m sorry,” she said. “I’ve really been looking forward to this. It’s just that now that it’s here . . .”

  I patted her knee. “Everything will be fine.”

  “Yes, Master,” she said, but unconvincingly.

  “I don’t want a cookie cutter reply,” I warned her. “I want you to believe me.”

  She didn’t say anything as I parked the car and got out to open her door. I knew there was little I could say to convince her. She’d have to learn herself that Paul and Christine’s house held nothing to fear.

  Lights blazed throughout the house even though it was well after nine o’clock. Didn’t they have the baby? I thought I remembered Paul saying his mother-in-law wouldn’t keep Sam until the next day.

  Then, as we approached the house, I heard it—the unmistakable sound of a baby’s high-pitched wailing.

  “Looks like it may be a long night,” I said.

  She opened her mouth to say something, but closed it before speaking.

  I raised an eyebrow at her and turned to ring the doorbell.

  Paul opened the door, and the screams got louder. “Nathaniel,” he said, pulling me into a hug. “I’m so glad you’re here.” He waved us into the house.

  Once we were inside, he faced us again. “You must be Abby.” He reached out a hand to her. “I’ve heard so much about you. It’s good to finally meet you.”

  Her cheeks flushed just a bit. “I’ve heard a lot about you, as well.”

  “Don’t believe any of it,” he said in a low, joking whisper. “Well, don’t believe all of it. Some of it’s probably true.”

  “Believe every word of it,” Christine said, stepping into the foyer. “Every word of it and then some.” She laughed and hugged me. “How’s it going, Nathaniel?” Then she held out her hands. “Abby, welcome to our home. As you can see, Sam didn’t want to miss your arrival.”

  “Consider it birth control,” Paul said.

  Christine shot a dirty look at her husband before turning her attention back to us. “Come on inside. Need some help with your bags?”

  “Nathaniel?” Paul said, jerking his head to the door. “I’ll help you get the bags inside.”

  “And Abby and I will be waiting in the den,” Christine said. “Can I get you something to drink?” she asked as the two of them left the room.

  “She’s lovely,” Paul said, once they left and we were outside alone.

  “She is, isn’t she?”

  “Little jittery about this weekend?”

  “Of course. But I have all faith in Christine. She’ll have her calmed down in no time.”

  “Mmm,” he agreed. “She does have that effect.”

  “I hope so. Abby didn’t talk the entire way from the airport.”

  We collected the bags and started back inside.

  “I’m putting the two of you in the guest room down the hall from our room,” he said. “I hope Sam doesn’t keep you up all night.”

  “We’ll be fine.”

  We made it back inside, and he set Abby’s suitcase by the door, excusing himself to step inside the den, where Abby and Christine talked quietly. He placed a hand on Christine’s shoulder, leaned down, and whispered something to her. Christine said something I couldn’t hear and got up to walk into the kitchen after placing a kiss on Paul’s cheek.

  Paul motioned for me to join him in the den.

  “Nathaniel and I are going to step into my office for a bit,” he told Abby. “I won’t keep him long.”

  She nodded.

  “We’ll be back shortly,” I told her. I knew Christine would make her feel at home, but I didn’t want to be gone from her side for long.

  “Yes, sir,” she said with a quick glance to the floor.

  It was the first time she’d called me ‘sir’ in the presence of someone else, and I wasn’t prepared for the fire that pounded through me. I fought the urge to jerk my head to the guest room and comma
nd her to meet me there. To take her hard and fast . . .

  “Nathaniel?” Paul said.

  Paul’s office hadn’t changed much since I’d last seen it. I noticed our checklists on his desk.

  “Little light reading?” I asked, sitting down in a spare chair.

  “Just in between bouts of colic.”

  “What have you decided for tomorrow?”

  “Well.” He picked up one list. “She looks to be rather adventuresome, even though she has limited experience. The thing that stood out to me, though, was her hard limit on canes.”

  I nodded.

  “I taught you about canes,” he said. “You’re an expert with them.”

  Yes.

  “I think I’ll use the cane on Christine tomorrow, show Abby they aren’t to be feared.”

  Part of me thought it was a good idea, to show her how a cane could be wielded when not used for punishment. Paul could use the cane; then Abby and I could discuss it. Abby and Christine could discuss it.

  But I remembered a conversation just weeks before, the fear in her eyes as she spoke about the case in Singapore, and I knew now was not the time to introduce her to canes. Not our second weekend of play.

  “No,” I said.

  He raised an eyebrow.

  “It’s one of her hard limits,” I said. “And since we’re starting what will hopefully be a long-term, if not permanent, relationship, I want to move slowly.”

  “Long-term, if not permanent,” he repeated.

  “What?”

  “It’s just hard to believe you’re the same man I flew to New York to help months ago.”

  “I’ve had a lot of help,” I said. “A lot of forgiveness and a lot more love than I deserve.”

  “Everyone deserves love. I’m glad you finally realized that. I’m glad Abby didn’t give up on you.”

  “Right,” I said. “So I’m not going to repay her by making her watch a caning scene the second weekend she’s wearing my collar.”

  “Good point,” he said. “Someone’s taught you well.”

  “Fucking hell. Don’t go getting a big head.”

  He laughed. “Remember one thing for me.”

  “What’s that?”

  “This is new to you,” he said. “New to Abby. Don’t try to make it exactly like your previous relationships. It’s not. It’s okay to change the rules or make new ones.”